What's In Your Head?

What is in that pretty head of yours? Is it peace? The sounds of waves crashing  against the sharp stones. The soothing melody of chirping of birds and chimes ringing with the cool summer breeze. Rain tapping gently on the window pane as the sun peaks through the clouds. Or is it wonder? The bright eyes of innocence that welcomes curiosity and mystery of the world. Swirls of colors giving hope to something that was once lost. Magic and whimsy ever flowing down the waterfall of creativity.
No, it's chaos. Spiderwebs of doubt and fear clouding all judgments. A timeline of paths taken, lit by flames of regret. Thoughts extinguished, hiding in smoke. Maniacal laughter echoing in the darkness, driving you into insanity. You try to escape the negativity, but it inches closer and closer.  You break through the fog, coming out of it with confusion and distrust.
You soon realize to embrace the darkness, for it motivates you to do the impossible. To set the highest goal for yourself and achieve it.